Abandon All Hope

Hey bitches

2009-05-27T14:03:42Z

I'm going to try to be on here more...we shall see.

decomposedstarr @ 2007-01-29T15:38:00

2007-01-29T20:38:01Z

Still alive....

I think.

decomposedstarr @ 2007-01-03T10:23:00

2007-01-03T15:24:01Z

I'm in pain.
I have no pain killers.
I hate the world right now.

decomposedstarr @ 2006-12-24T12:04:00

2006-12-24T17:03:13Z

Well finished shopping for John. Which for me is huge because I've never had a lot of money to buy him something really nice...

So I picked up a few things on Amazon

Kind of crappy one but better than what we have now

Ditto

Now the major, hope he cries present...

I must say I got the best deal EVER. Was $300 and got it for $155 since I have the hook up hahaha. I'm excited. I wrapped the case in a huge box so he's clueless. I'm going to pretend that it's for his electric. I'll get all upset and run off to the bathroom after seeing it doesn't fit. At that point my parents will urge him to go see if I'm OK. I'll have the guitar hidden in the bathroom and give it to him when he comes to the door. A bit lame but I think he'll like it.

decomposedstarr @ 2006-12-06T21:14:00

2006-12-07T02:14:19Z

decomposedstarr @ 2006-08-27T20:45:00

2006-08-28T00:46:22Z

They may not move around like us
But breathing, feeling is a must
Can't verbalize how they feel
To hear them crying or whispered fears
They love to have them playing near
Hang their symbol with pride from limbs
Dangling gently in the wind
It may not be much of a view to you
But to them it's the only family they ever knew

decomposedstarr @ 2006-06-20T12:12:00

2006-06-20T16:24:52Z

decomposedstarr @ 2006-06-08T00:16:00

2006-06-08T04:26:07Z

NIN was mother fucking bad ass!!!!!!!!

decomposedstarr @ 2006-06-07T18:30:00

2006-06-07T22:38:49Z

Off to see NIN :)

decomposedstarr @ 2006-05-11T10:08:00

2006-05-11T14:16:35Z

I miss doing photomanipulations/digital art. Time is so short now I just can't. So I'm going to post old ones :)

Some may be of you...if you'd like me to remove them just let me know.

Voice Post

2006-05-05T14:15:03Z

. : Vera Lynn - Well Meet Again : .

We'll meet again
Don't know where
Don't know when
But I know we'll meet again
Some sunny day
Keep smiling through
Just like you always do
'Till the blue skies
Drive the dark clouds far away

So, will you please say hello
To the folks that I know
Tell them I won't be long
They'll be happy to know
That as you saw me go
I was singing this song

We'll meet again
Don't know where
Don't know when
But I know we'll meet again
Some sunny day

We'll meet again
Don't know where
Don't know when
But I know we'll meet again
Some sunny day
Keep smiling through
Just like you always do
'Till the blue skies
Drive the dark clouds far away

So, will you please say hello
To the folks that I know
Tell them I won't be long
They'll be happy to know
That as you saw me go
I was singing this song

We'll meet again
Don't know where
Don't know when
But I know we'll meet again
Some sunny day...

decomposedstarr @ 2006-05-03T19:10:00

2006-05-03T23:18:08Z

Does anybody here remember Vera Lynn
Remember how she said that
We would meet again
Some sunny day
Vera! Vera!
What has become of you
Does anybody else in here
Feel the way I do?

decomposedstarr @ 2006-04-04T20:10:00

2006-04-05T00:16:02Z

Stolen from chanharrison

Tomorrow (depending where you are), at two minutes and three seconds after 1:00 in the morning,
the time and date will be 01:02:03 04/05/06

decomposedstarr @ 2006-02-14T07:19:00

2006-02-14T12:21:17Z

decomposedstarr @ 2006-01-23T16:31:00

2006-01-23T21:37:03Z

If you want to promote one of your little communities do so here, don't spam my journal, bastards.

decomposedstarr @ 2006-01-09T11:53:00

2006-01-09T16:49:26Z

decomposedstarr @ 2006-01-09T11:42:00

2006-01-09T16:39:36Z

decomposedstarr @ 2005-12-01T08:14:00

2005-12-01T13:21:14Z

Lone Star State of Mine
Written and preformed by River Phoenix - to my knowleage.

The more I hurt,
The less I feel,
The more I know,
The less I rest in this...

Lone star state of mine.

The more I hurt,
The less I feel,
The more I know,
The less I rest in this...

Lone star state of mine.

Say it straight,
Don't bend my ear,
When I'm walking lost in the evening air,
You two-step into my idle home,
And tearing my song all up with minor chords now.

The more I solve,
The less I work,
That can't be good for some boy out of love,
Out of touch,
Out of lust,
Out of soul,
n'Out of song.

decomposedstarr @ 2005-11-14T09:16:00

2005-11-14T14:20:54Z

http://www.frappr.com/wm3
I am there, how about you?

decomposedstarr @ 2005-11-04T09:47:00

2005-11-04T14:52:51Z

Q.
Do you know what atheists yell when they cum?

EDIT:

A.
Oh Darwin! Darwin!

decomposedstarr @ 2005-10-06T21:44:00

2005-10-07T01:46:09Z

this world rejects me
this world threw me away
this world never gave me a chance
this world gonna have to pay
life don't believe in your institutions
i did what you want me to
like the cancer in your system
i've got a little surprise for you
something inside of me has opened up its eyes
why did you put it there did you not realize
this thing inside of me it screams the loudest sound
sometimes i think i could
burn
i will kill him where you're standing
flock of sheep out on this pay
with all your lies bumped up around you
i can take it all away
something inside of me has opened up its eyes
why did you put it there did you not realize
something inside of me it screams the loudest sound
sometimes i think i could
i'm gonna burn this whole world down
i'm gonna burn this whole world down
i never was a part of you
burn
i never was a part of you
burn
i never was a part of you
burn
i never was a part of you
burn
i am your soldier i am corruption
i am the agent of your destruction
i am perversion sick with desire
i am your future swollen eyes of fire

decomposedstarr @ 2005-10-06T21:33:00

2005-10-07T01:36:20Z

Breeze still carries the sound
Maybe I'll disappear
Tracks will fade in the snow
You won't find me here

Ice is starting to form
Ending what had begun
I am locked in my head
With what I've done
I know you tried to rescue me
Didn't let anyone get in
Left with a trace of all that was
And all that could have been

Please
Take this
And run far away
Far away from me
I am
Tainted
The two of us
Were never meant to be
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me
Gone fading everything
And all that could have been

Please
Take this
And run far away
Far as you can see
I am
Tainted
And happiness and peace of mind
Were never meant for me
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me

decomposedstarr @ 2005-09-22T14:52:00

2005-09-22T18:49:50Z

SO cute http://www.deviantart.com/view/19581503/

decomposedstarr @ 2005-09-17T21:05:00

2005-09-18T01:06:06Z

The perfect drug

I got my head, but my head is unraveling
Can’t keep control, can’t keep track of where it’s traveling
I got my heart but my heart is no good
And you’re the only one that’s understood
I come along but I don’t know where you’re taking me
I shouldn’t go but you’re reaching back and shaking me
Turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
The more I give to you, the more I die

And I want you
And I want you
And I want you
And I want you

You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug

You make me hard, when I’m all soft inside
I see the truth, when I’m all stupid eyed
The arrow goes straight through my heart
Without you everything just falls apart

My blood wants to say hello to you
My feelings want to get inside of you
My soul is so afraid to realize
Every little word is a lack of me

And I want you
And I want you
And I want you
And I want you

You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
(whispering)
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the drug, the perfect drug

Take me, with you
Take me, with you
Take me, with you
(continues in backround)
Without you, without you everything falls apart
Without you, it’s not as much fun to pick up the pieces
Without you, without you everything falls apart
Without you, it’s not as much fun to pick up the pieces
It’s not as much fun to pick up the pieces
It’s not as much fun to pick up the pieces
Without you, without you everything falls apart
Without you, it’s not as much fun to pick up the pieces

decomposedstarr @ 2005-09-16T18:06:00

2005-09-16T22:04:02Z

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain

I like watchin' the puddles gather rain

And all I can do is just pour some tea for two

and speak my point of view

But it's not sane, It's not sane

I just want some one to say to me

I'll always be there when you wake

Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today

So stay with me and I'll have it made

And I don't understand why I sleep all day

And I start to complain that there's no rain

And all I can do is read a book to stay awake

And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape

escape......escape......escape......

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain

ya don't like my point of view

ya think I'm insane

Its not sane......it's not sane